UN-CONFUSE

Back to my not-really-heartbreaking story.

Recently I found a fact that agak sedih ( like pity me huh) haha but I'm okay not that bad sebab I've deal something more than this.

You know why I can't be mad, because we can't secure someone's heart. Kann. And the other party pun baik and someone worth lah.

The cheesy thing I want to talk is I've been in love before and I know the feeling well. So that I don't want the others to be hurt too because of the same thing. I know the feeling of missing, worrying, helpless when you can't help, frustrating at the times, shy, grinning. All these in one time.

I'm just mad at the fact that a creation ( it would be racist if I point out men ) should be more serious in relationship. It's not on me because I got no relationship at all so that I don't lose anything aside from my time and feels.

And bukannya just tempat untuk bersandar and luahan perasaan. And till everything settle, boleh cari orang baru. 

I don't mention anyone, this is random thought since I've seen this a lot.

People may say, " You're saying too much, you're the desperate one lol." Yes, I am but you don't know anything so sit down.

I'm desperate (?) Kelakarnya the fact that I never love anyone FIRST at the first place. 

And I never talk bad about these person who have such incidents with me. Cuz you're the person I've loved ( cheesy one again)

Again, this is life lesson and I'm lucky to learn it. This may result to another best part of my life 💛